dalam novel or movie je kalau kite xpuas hati kt org tu jerit2 perli2 sikit,nt org tu akan mcm tersedar dr lamunan pastu

"abg mintak maaf sayang abang tak sedar abang yang salah selama ni,selama ni abang tak nampak yg mana intan yang mana permata"

semua itu fantasi je ye,realiti world ni

tak kira lah kau ckp mcm mne kau jerit smpai putus anak tekak pun,orang xsedar.gaduh lah kome jdnye sampai penat sangat.nak tgglkn xkuat,nk stay penat dh,camno camno

this is not just a random thought,this is my thought for u for what has happen

some people thought they are on the right side,thus actin like they r the mangsa keadaan.well heres an advice,you still have some blame in it.

why should you think the worse of people?you might've been worse than them.

hihi emo sbb lapar xmakan satu hari.yeah,siryesly afiqahnordin xmkn lgsg hri ni,18 januari 2012.this a big deal.hnye makan 2 biji mentos dgn dua sugus.

kupon rm50 1malaysia

ok hari tu semangat dapat kupon itu..wohoo boleh jimat duit beli buku tahun depan,sebab semua buku tahun ini dah beli pun..ihsan voucher gaji bapakku..oi mahal seribu kot habis utk buku je,buku baru...bak tang cini voucher rm1000 boleh bagi?hihi ter emo plak..terharu sekejap lah kn ayah sggup nk keluar duit..pastu rse berslh sgt mintak maaf kt ayah sbb mnyusahkan,pastu ayah kata xpe,kakak belajar je,yg lain ayah fikir.*nages terharu sekarang*...pastu berazam tak nak membazir lagi...alah 2 hari je..lunch smlm kau beli ikan 2 ekor,lg satu kau buang kejadahnye.

tak tak sebenarnya nak cerita,petang dapat voucher tu pergi mph pergi borders pergi pekan buku UM gigih nak jugak beli buku aku tak kira.masa dekat pekan buku tu,cari lah buku tahun depan,pastu rasa mcm hah boleh lah ni,sekali suruh kakak tu scan,sekali rm260.nages,pastu letak balik.

tp guna jugak lah sekeping voucher beli novel kt borders.amboi kau org bg duit beli buku kau beli novel eh.kalau ada org yg ckp cmtu kn,saya ada dua jawapan.first,asal dpt voucher dh tgh tahun,semua buku dh beli.pastu lg satu,baiklah saya mmg malu sikit lah pergi borders gune kupon beli novel je wuwuwuw puas hati.

suddenly teringat pulak zaman sekolah dulu.there was a night where the exco's seniors gathered us,the naive juniors in the masjid.then,we were asked to luahkan perasaan kalau ada yang tak puas hti ke hape kn.

i couldnt really remember ape yg org lain ceritakan.ah,ape sgtlah masalah budak form 2 ada pun,merepek je kalau tak silap.well,i was busy watching someone..haha tersenyum sorang2 pulak bile teringt cerita ni.there was this senior i have my eyes on.n well that didnt go well,im not freaking beautiful anyway.aku xrugi pun xdapat kau lahhh is what i'd like to say to him today.

then suddenly,my name was called,oh oh.theres someone xpuashati dgn aku ke kn.well you all thought oh mmg patut pun fiqah@leng ni mmg suke cri gaduh dgn org pun.hihi too bad,that was not the case.

turn out,there was this guy,telling me he likes me.haha naive little boy,in my head was de fak,why are we talking about this,why is this senior dont just stop this nonsense.sgt ridiculous gile.if that guy read this,im sorry i tell people this.well,u liked me before bcz ada org kata aku suka kau kn,well that misunderstanding buat kau misunderstood.well anyway,

saje je cerita sbbnye something's happen tonight and im thinking if that session is really necessary for my friends now.and also im thinking if this kind of thing necessary for me and this someone.well,org ini xde confess benda merepek ni derr,betollah ape yg korg pk tu.i messed up.tp xnmpk cara nak betolkan sbb ego tinggi sgt.ok,dh lega boleh tido.

there's a point in your life when you get tired of fixing everything and trying to make everyone happy. when you finally decide to quit.its not giving up. it's realizing you don't need certain people and the bullshit they bring in your life.

i am happy i am not a shadow anymore. :)